Last week, I reposted parts of my friend Robin’s blog. Almost three years ago, Robin asked my mother how she felt about aging. Mother talks about that and a few more things below:
Thoughts on my feelings…
I’ve come to believe that our thoughts create our emotions. We only have eight seconds to refuse a thought. This has taken me a lifetime to even start to learn. I guard my thoughts like a mother lion guards her cubs. I’m allergic to fearful or worrying thoughts. They are not permitted to trespass in my mind. This discipline helps me every day.
Worry is a waste of time. I never thought I’d be free of worry and fear. They were constant companions. Not anymore. I give God praise for all He’s allowed to come into my life that’s allowed me to relinquish those two bothersome tag-alongs. Worry and fear. It’s never too late.
Thoughts on my grown children…
I’ve learned we can’t force a grown child to choose life. I don’t believe this is ever learned quickly or easily. Pain after pain after pain brought my solution.
I can’t do this, I told myself one day. I thought God smiled and said, Of course not, child. You were never supposed to.
Grown children make their own choices. Sometimes all we can do is stop trying to fix them and pray hard.
Thoughts on friends…
I have friends of all ages now. From teenagers to seniors much older than I am. Age isn’t a consideration at this time in my life!
I’ve learned not to say everything I think.
Sometimes I see a need that deserves to be met and there’s no one around but me. I meet it and my joy is explosive. People all around us need compassion (not pity). Some need a little money. Some need to laugh. And some need a Savior.
Thoughts on love…
When my husband of 25 years died of brain cancer in 1983, I knew my life was over. I couldn’t imagine going on. My greatest battle with fear ensued. God won that battle for me. It was moment by moment agony though. I was 46 when Jerry died and after a year or so, I began to talk to God about being a wife again.
I like being the other half of someone. After four years, He brought a Guideposts reader into my life and we fell in love through letters and phone calls. In a four-month delicious courtship (in which we never met until becoming engaged) my life began over. I was so in love I couldn’t eat or sleep or concentrate. Gene Acuff and I have been married for 25 years this August. Sigh!
Gene made me feel like Cinderella–and still does occasionally! Life is good…welcome every day, every year, with an open heart.
(Here’s Mother story in Guideposts about their marriage.)
It’s Julie again. Lots of good stuff here. Thoughts?